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It's tomorrow. Argh. All i can say is everybody must jiayou! Or hwaiting!

I hope I don't screw up.
I hope she doesn't screw up.

SYF GOLD WITH HONOURS~!
A DREAM COME TRUE I WISH.

PRAY FOR US.(:

 
Ah. A 1999 movie. Yes. Old but brilliant. No wonder I found it so darn familiar.

Haley Joel Osment is seriously a damn good actor. Gah. The scenes were all so vivid. With the dead people and all. It wasn't scary. Disturbing actually.

But it was interesting. And I enjoyed it a lot. No words can describe how good it was. The twist at the end was incredible. The ending made me cry. Like serious.

When Cole confessed that he could see ghosts. He told his mom that grandma did go to her dance recital and that yes she was proud of her EVERYDAY. I totally teared. Like seriously. The overflow of emotions.
And then the last part where Maclolm realises that he is in fact one of the dead people. DAMN. BOOM

He was free to go after helping Cole and all. Sigh. I cried again. Something is wrong with me

I fail at writing reviews lol. EVERYONE should watch it! HEHE (:

Responsibility. I fail at this.
I'm only empty talk and no action at all.
I don't do my homework. I can't be bothered.
I hand in my stuff late.
I don't listen in class.

My grades will drop. I can't do math. Not one bit.
I can't run. For nuts. I hate being me.
I'm not pretty for god's sake.
I'm not cute. Like people say.

Science project. great.

IPW. SIGH... Tradgedy. When I'm serious the rest are not.
For science. I'M TOO TIRED GUESSING IF YOU REALLY DID ANYTHING OR NOT....

But yeah, Thank you epik high for being so awesome and everything.

I am seriously screwed. Heck I wish I would stop blaming others.

SMILE? notice me. i'm fine?

Thanks for always being there tasha. Even though now we hardly talk because of me. D:

I AM EPIC FAIL...

Out of 100%, minus 1 for each thing you have down below:
100-32=68%

[ ]Smoked
[x]Drank alcohol ( i think beer's nice)
[x]Cried when someone died (drama serial counted?)
[ ]Been drunk
[ ]Had sex
[x]Been to a concert
[ ]Gotten/given a hand job
[ ]Gotten/given a blow job
[ ]Been verbally/sexually harassed
[ ]Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
[ ]Felt someone up and/or been felt up
[ ]Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
[ ]Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before
[ ]Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Been to formal/prom
[x]Cried at school (loads of times and i'm NOT proud of it)
[ ]Gotten lost in a department store
[ ]Went streaking
[ ]Given or received a lap dance
[x]Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
[ ]Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
[ ]Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
[ ]Kissed a stranger
[x]Hugged a stranger (darn it was a mistake okay!)
[ ]Went scuba diving
[ ]Driven a car
[ ]Gotten an x-ray
[ ]Hit by a car (near-death experience)
[x]Had a party
[ ]Done serious drugs
[ ]Played strip poker/darts
[ ]Got paid to strip for someone
[x]Ran away from home
[ ]Broken a bone
[x]Eaten sushi
[ ]Bought drugs
[ ]Smoked weed
[ ]Striped in front of someone
[x]Had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x]Been in love
[ ]French Kissed
[x]Laughed so hard you cried
[x]Cried yourself to sleep (many times)
[ ]Laughed yourself to sleep
[ ]Stabbed yourself
[ ]Shot a gun
[x]Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day (i'm such a baddie...)
[x]Been online for 9 consecutive hours
[x]Watched tv the whole day
[x]Stayed up the whole night
[x]Watched a person die (again. drama serial counted?)
[ ]Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person
[x]Pranked somebody (like duh. part and parcel of my life)
[ ]Put somebody in the hospital
[x]Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
[x]kissed somebody of the same sex (sister luh -.-)
[ ]dressed punk
[ ]Dressed goth
[ ]Dressed preppy
[ ]been to a motocross race
[x]Avoided somebody
[x]Been stalked
[x]stalked somebody
[x]Met a celebrity
[x]Played an instrument
[ ]Rode a horse
[x]Cut by something
[ ]Bungee jumped
[ ]Ding dong ditched somebody
[ ]Been to a wild party
[x]Been caught doing something bad
[ ] Kicked or punched a guy in the balls
[ ]Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend [x]Gone out with your friend's crush
[ ]Got arrested
[ ]Been pregnant
[x]Babysat
[x]Been to another country
[ ]Started your house on fire
[ ]Had an encounter with a ghost
[ ]Donated your hair to cancer patients
[x]Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by
[x]Cried over a member of the opposite sex
[x]Had a boyfriend or girlfriend over 2 months
[x]Sat on your butt all day
[x]Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
[x]Had a job
[ ]Gotten cut from a sports team
[x]Been called a hoe
[ ]Danced like a hoe
[ ]Been mistaken for a celebrity
[ ] Been in a car accident
[x]Been told you have beautiful eyes
[x]Been told you have beautiful hair
[ ]Raped somebody
[x]Danced in the rain
[ ]Been rejected
[ ]Left a restaurant without paying
[x]Punched someone/slapped someone in the face (he called me names. like wtf?]                 
[ ]Been raped

I realise... I wanna relive the past again.

1 song can bring back such memories. I can cry while listening to it.
It's a beautiful song, i guess... kingdom hearts - dearly beloved.

Memories. Yes I wanna go back there again. Not that the present is horrible. It's not that good either.

It's not stress but i like the nostalgia. Sentimental i guess? I'm a scorpio. And yes horoscopes are true. I think I do believe them already. Cause everything that's there is seriously applicable to me. Well most i guess.

I'm deeply commited to all relationships. Yes so true. Which is why I get quite heartbroken sometimes. But I don't really show it out? Another true trait of a scorpio. It's good in a way. because if people read you like an open book, it's not very good is it?

Another trait is that i get secrets out of people very easily. Relatively true. Is it cause I look like I'm trustworthy? Haha. But yeah, I hope I am.

So i think scorpios are quite emotional but they don't show it. Ironic much? Yes.

Results weren't the best. But at least I improved. But this semester however, I don't know. I hope I can get an A1 for English and Chinese. My languages used to be my best but now? No. I think comprehension is bullshit. Does it help you in anyway next time? I think only writing does. And essays I guess are a piece of cake provided i like the topic.

Stupid isn't it? But most likely this term I'll do badly. Failures. I'm trying my best but maybe it's still not enough. Maybe it's my character, cause I don't really care. Failures don't bother me much. The good thing is I get back on track fast enough. BUT. I don't do a lot better the next time either.

I wish I would stop making empty promises to myself. I hate it. I disappoint myself. What a joke.

I don't complain. Nope not at all.  I think I just need someone to slap me everyday to wake me up. Because I'm living in my world.

I realise I haven't completed any homework yet.

So i have to rush everything TODAY.

Procrastination ruins me. Everything ruins me. And I only have myself to be blamed.

Great so now i have to churn out 3 essays. Some reflection on the school values. That's at least easy cause i can just crap Well i always say it's crap but honestlly that's what I feel about things.

 And honestly, I don't wanna go back to school. Well my class, yeah. I haven't really gotten used to the people there. There's only like Sherry. and maybe the rest. But seriously I miss my old class.... And how I wish to be in another class. That's where all my friends are. Like seriously.

And CCA's a drab. Honestly i don't feel happy there anymore. I have to be carefull of the way I speak and act inn case of angering somebody. Like WTF. I don't like it.

Just like what jessy says I give off the vibe "I'm who I am don't like me then fuck off" Yeah so seriously i should stop caring PERIOD.

I needa rush my homework. But most likely I'll post another time ):

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.

ENGLISH

STUPID SPEECH
Drug essay (Deadly master)
 

CHINESE

Freaking Comprehension

MATH

Two "homeworks"

Worksheets *stretches face...... gah

GEOGRAPHY

2 activities

HISTORY

Notes??? WTH
Research on some Hokkien personality

LITERATURE

I so freaking hate you MCBETH : worksheets
                                                           memorise lines for dramatization

SCIENCE

PROJECT GUYS??? T.T
And my chem worksheet...

CME reflection! (I'll do it for alex teoh)

IPW

come on! the olympics???? -.- GAH (STUPID PROJECT)

FRENCH

You gotta be kidding me. 32 QUESTIONS IN FRENCH ON GEOGRAPHY
revision. revision. and moRE REVISION.